2025 Respect Integrity Grace Honesty Trust

 I am reading The Gaslight Effect by Dr. Robin Stern. I am tempted to write a review on Amzn but I prefer to remain anon. I value my privacy. I don't wanna tell my real name. Just call me Doctor zzzzz. 5z. Maybe I can use more zleep. Anyway, Dr. Robin Stern has a phrase I like. Gaslight Tango. It takes 2 to tango. Ngl. Idk if I am the gaslighter. I like to smoke though. Maybe I am. If so I am sorry. I try to change. Awareness is the first step. I acknowledge that I have hurt you. I am sorry. I like you. I like you a lot. Dear Guinevere, This ain't Camelot. Wanna smoke pot? Maybe not today. I really should quit smoking. Cigarettes have become my go to since I lost you. Gwen. I know I am not the best husband. I am old and foolish and my stick cannot perform. I am foolish but not stupid. I ordered fancylot to seduce you. I noticed you needed more. I am open minded. Gwen. Enjoy. I have only 3 months left to live. I am afraid my anal cancer is really doing a good job blowing my ass ...

Respect Integrity Honesty Grace Trust -------- And so I start a new page in my life. No more monkeys jumping on the bed. Total devotion. Today is Good Friday. I will probably delete many X posts. It is me just trying to get attention. Writing is my therapy. Sleeping is my recovery. Dreaming is my wine. As the Lenten season ends, I guess it is time for me to make amends respectfully. I made many mistakes by writing ugly things. I will not compare myself to others but in writing so I already have. I get more YT views and readers on my medium and this blog by rantatata. Oh. I should post about Em Ratatas.